tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14679762.post196844629117417319..comments2024-01-09T07:50:08.989-08:00Comments on ROGUE-ALICIOUS: anjiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08409906050828213719noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14679762.post-19045095350045485172009-09-11T12:24:26.885-07:002009-09-11T12:24:26.885-07:00Nicely said Anj. I struggle from time to time with...Nicely said Anj. I struggle from time to time with such thoughts of despiaration myself. I know in my heart that I never want to find myself in a position of voilence but I know in my body what I would need to do. Thank you for sharing that struggle.jeremynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14679762.post-22805434329651226422007-09-14T18:16:00.000-07:002007-09-14T18:16:00.000-07:00Anjie,I'm still stunned. Reliving the event 6 year...Anjie,<BR/>I'm still stunned. Reliving the event 6 years hence was so difficult for me. And just think of the family and friends who actually REALLY experienced the death(s) of their loved one9(s). I'm get uncomfortable tingles in my body and tears are forming as I write these thoughts. I can hardly read through the blur. Sniffles. <BR/>Prayers going out to all of us touched by that horrific event. All I know is God didn't plan this but he allowed it. There's an immense spiritual ballte going on.He loves ALL of us, which even includes those who let their evil side take over and performed such atrocities. OOOOOOOHHHHHHHH. I tremble as I know of God's love for us all. May we accept His love and pass it onto others.<BR/>Like your Mom, I too am shocked at times when an ugly thought comes into my mind about ???? I go, where did that come from? I immediately ask God for forgiveness and know I'm forgiven. I pray for those thoughts not to clutter my thinking again.<BR/>Well, life moves on. Mike just pulled up and is taking in our garbage cans.<BR/>Was really difficult to respond to your amazingly eloquent writing. Took awhile.<BR/>Lovingly,<BR/>JJJ, Mom, Grammy<BR/>Have I told you all lately that I love you? and care? I DO and more importantly, GOD DOES.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14679762.post-18554474022162791802007-09-12T15:28:00.000-07:002007-09-12T15:28:00.000-07:00Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Mom. I remember...Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Mom. I remember when you called me about it that morning. It was such an unfathomable event -- we were just stunned, weren't we?anjiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08409906050828213719noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14679762.post-15790467331105801652007-09-11T21:35:00.000-07:002007-09-11T21:35:00.000-07:00My dear Anjie, you with the ability to word things...My dear Anjie, you with the ability to word things so well: Your words bring it all back so clearly, especially because the thought of losing you and your dear husband and children makes my heart hurt.<BR/>I again weep...I remember being so numb with shock when I woke up to the radio announcement...it had just happened; I could hardly get out of bed...I was frozen, stunned. I had difficulty driving to work. Words cannot describe, and still at times I wonder that such a thing could happen. <BR/>But, yes, man's heart is dark (wicked). Even with the love of Jesus, my heart oft turns dark with hateful attitudes and thoughts that hurt others. And that too shocks and shames me when my mind 'suddenly' realizes it. I had begun to think "I am good". Not so, says Jesus in Mark 10:18 "No one is good except God alone." How wnderful that God sees our hearts and still loves us. We must pray for peace in each man's heart.<BR/>I could not help but pen this.<BR/>Keep up the writing. Love, MomAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com